Will I ever know?

The purpose is dying slowly
The ultimate goal is becoming shady
 Life is transforming every minute
And the targets change every moment,
Happiness takes new meanings,
Needs boom ever and ever,
Desire grows like desire itself,
So nothing here is permanent.

What is growth,
what is progress
what is real happiness
what is success
questions which probably go in the grave
unanswered....

Bitter emotions fuelled by ego
ego due to lack of love
the craving for luxury
the tendency to run away from struggle
of course a normal human nature I suppose
is this thte goal of life?

will I be happy if I dont struggle
will I be happy if I live like a king
will I be happy if just I am happy
wil I be happy if others say I am a success

What is my real nature
What do I want out of life
What do I have to give others
What do I have to conquer in life

What is the most important life
Life of a doctor,
life of a musician,
Life of a monk
life of a son
which is important
will I ever know?