Tuesday, February 17, 2015

The great Adi Shankara (first Shankaracharya) of the eighth century summarized the entirety of Advaita Vedanta (non-dualistic philosophy) in six stanzas. When a young boy of eight, while wandering in the Himalayas, seeking to find his guru, he encountered a sage who asked him, "Who are you?" The boy answered with these stanzas, which are known as "Nirvana Shatakam" or "Atma Shatakam." "Nirvana" is complete equanimity, peace, tranquility, freedom and joy. "Atma" is the True Self. The sage the boy was talking to was Swami Govindapada Acharya, who was, indeed, the teacher he was looking for.
These few verses can be of tremendous value to progress in contemplation practices that lead to Self-Realization.
 
1)I am not mind, nor intellect, nor ego,
    nor the reflections of inner self (chitta). [more]
I am not the five senses. [more]
I am beyond that.
I am not the ether, nor the earth,
    nor the fire, nor the wind (the five elements).
I am indeed,
    That eternal knowing and bliss, Shiva,
    love and pure consciousness.
 
2)Neither can I be termed as energy (prana),
    nor five types of breath (vayus), [more]
    nor the seven material essences, [more]
    nor the five coverings (pancha-kosha). [more]
Neither am I the five instruments of elimination,
    procreation, motion, grasping, or speaking. [more]
I am indeed,
    That eternal knowing and bliss, Shiva,
    love and pure consciousness.
 
3)I have no hatred or dislike,
    nor affiliation or liking,
    nor greed,
    nor delusion,
    nor pride or haughtiness,
    nor feelings of envy or jealousy.
I have no duty (dharma),
    nor any money,
    nor any desire (kama),
    nor even liberation (moksha). 
I am indeed,
    That eternal knowing and bliss, Shiva,
    love and pure consciousness.
 
4)I have neither merit (virtue),
    nor demerit (vice).
I do not commit sins or good deeds,
    nor have happiness or sorrow,
    pain or pleasure.
I do not need mantras, holy places,
    scriptures (Vedas), rituals or sacrifices (yagnas).
I am none of the triad of
    the observer or one who experiences,
    the process of observing or experiencing,
    or any object being observed or experienced. 
I am indeed,
    That eternal knowing and bliss, Shiva,
    love and pure consciousness.
 
5)I do not have fear of death,
    as I do not have death.
I have no separation from my true self,
    no doubt about my existence,
    nor have I discrimination on the basis of birth.
I have no father or mother,
    nor did I have a birth.
I am not the relative,
    nor the friend,
    nor the guru,
    nor the disciple. 
I am indeed,
    That eternal knowing and bliss, Shiva,
    love and pure consciousness.
 
6)I am all pervasive.
I am without any attributes,
    and without any form.
I have neither attachment to the world,
    nor to liberation (mukti).
I have no wishes for anything
    because I am everything,
    everywhere,
    every time,
    always in equilibrium.
I am indeed,
    That eternal knowing and bliss, Shiva,
    love and pure consciousness.
 

Sanskrit:
 
Mano Buddhi Ahankara Chitta Ninaham
Nacha Shrotra Jihve Na Cha Ghrana Netre
Nacha Vyoma Bhoomir Na Tejo Na Vayu
Chidananda Rupa Shivoham Shivoham
 
Na Cha Prana Samjno Na Vai Pancha Vayu
Na Va Saptadhatur Na Va Pancha Koshah
Na Vak Pani Padau Na Chopastha Payu
Chidananda Rupa Shivoham Shivoham
 
Na Me Dvesha Ragau Na Me Lobha Mohau
Mado Naiva Me Naiva Matsarya Bhavah
Na Dharmo Na Chartho Na Kamo Na Mokshah
Chidananda Rupa Shivoham Shivoham
 
Na Punyam Na Papam Na Saukhyam Na Dukham
Na Mantro Na Teertham Na Vedo Na Yajnaha
Aham Bhojanam Naiva Bhojyam Na Bhokta
Chidananda Rupa Shivoham Shivoham
 
Na Me Mrityu Shanka Na Me Jati Bhedah
Pita Naiva Me Naiva Mata Na Janma
Na Bandhur Na Mitram Gurur Naiva Shishyah
Chidananda Rupa Shivoham Shivoham
 
Aham Nirvikalpo Nirakara Roopaha
Vibhur Vyapya Sarvatra Sarvendriyanam
Sada Me Samatvam Na Muktir Na Bandhah
Chidananda Rupa Shivoham Shivoham



Source: Himalayan Masters

Monday, February 2, 2015

Recovery

Today is the first post operative day after my trauma surgery. I have been operated for a Grade I open comminuted tibial plateau fracture with bicondylar plating.  I had sustained a few injuries after a head on collision with a car on Saturday evening about 40 kms outside Coimbatore.
I had finished seeing some OPD patients in the morning and then operated on a patient before leaving for Vellakoil that fateful evening. For unknown reasons, I was tired since morning and slightly irritable too. I shouted at OT staff and spoke in a depressing manner with the cashier that day. I then left for my house, picked up my clothes for the next day and set upon for the drive. It was five in the evening when I started, still bright, with heavy city traffic slowing me down. Just after crossing Palladam, I am on my usual road at usual speed, debating whether to stop for coffee at my usual coffee stop at Pongalur. I remember seeing a lorry coming towards me in the opposite lane and then all of a sudden a car appears from behind the lorry and within a fraction of a second, the car had hit me head-on. All I remember is the sudden bang, I open my eyes and realise I had bit my lip, the airbag has been deployed, everything is fuzzy, smoke coming out of my dashboard, and I was struggling to breathe. the driver side door wouldn't open. Then I realise I had injured my left knee - proximal tibia. Then I find out that my right ankle hurts too.
Soon I see people rushing from outside, some trying to pull me out of the car through the passenger door. I feel totally weak, unable to stand on walk with blood oozing from my left knee. They made me sit erect along the road but I prefer to lie down. I now realise I have double vision. Someone comes close to me and reassures everything is alright. A lady is crying next to me. Somebody reassures her too. Then some one from the crowd appears claiming to be a doctor. I tell him I work at Ortho one. They make me wait for a few minutes when an ambulance arrives they throw me inside the unmanned ambulance on a metal trolley and I am speeded to Ortho one.

The love and care I have been receiving for the past two days has been tremendous. I have been taken care very well for the past two days at every level. What is daunting is the next 2 -3 months, the time I am going to spend in bed, walking NWB with crutches. I have never had so much time of inactivity with limited mobility.
I have planned to spend this time fruitfully, consciously.