I wish to write a lot but the motivation does n't come...today morning took bus to Cashmere with my bike and biked up hill for 4 ks...appah! back breaking! came down hill by bike that was fun....
still not getting the right direction as to what to do and how to do....
we all talk ill of advising others..but many mistakes happen just because of the lack of right advice in the right time...we get bored with advices but sometimes we yearn for the right person to appear in front of us to advice us regarding a crucial decision...the helplessness we are put into in such situations is really frightening...the fear of failure is not the the thing it the fear of self blame for the failure if it happens as the decision was ours..
the shear number of possibilities in life makes every moment interesting.Life is full of endless possibilities. That's why man tends to believe in supernatural powers in decisions of life be it big or small...not everything in life happens by co incidence..things seem to fall in place most of the time... everything seems to work in perfect harmony....it's only us standing in between and claiming ownership and getting into trouble all the time putting ourselves into unnecessary fear and anxiety and disappointment and agony
to stand aside and watch the beauty of all that's happening is not easy..unlearning and unconditioning is not all easy
after all the beleif in this body and mind is the one which keeps us moving, yet at some point we realize the anxiety about things is totally unwanted.mmmmm.....it's good to think and talk yet hard to live.
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